Part of an email I'm about to share was written to me by a friend the other day who has struggled for years with poor mental health, life turning out terribly and some huge emotional (and physical) blows along the way that meant when I first met this friend they seemed to be broken beyond repair. What I didn't realise at the time was that god would use our friendship to heal my friend.
There were times when healing seemed not unlikely but near impossible and so very distant. At other times there were glimpses of hope, but it was always apparent that I could not heal my friend. It was only God who could do that. Then last week I received this email:
Do you
remember talking with me about healing and you were saying about God's
restoration in a person. I was thinking yesterday I don't remember the
last time I thought about ending it all, not wanting to be alive and just
wanting to kill myself so its all over. It used to be a daily thing Ralph, you know that from many of our conversations,
and I had to consciously put it out of my mind. How funny hey, that it doesn't
even rate a mention in the daily now! That's healing isn't it. That's
God restoring. It wasn't instantaneous like some people expect but it is
happening daily. The other thing is I am starting to feel joy and happiness
about some stuff. little things. Like I actually can say I like
doing this or that it makes me happy to do this or that. It's like my
feelings are coming back and its not just sadness all the time.
The limitations of not knowing my friends entire story is that you don't realise the amount of conversations that addressed this issue of ending it all, you don't know the absolute misery and depression my friend sat through, the sleepless nights they endured in tears, hoping a praying for the morning to come with something new. But all through it God was there healing, restoring and making new. Be encouraged!